I WONT LIE, I WANTED TO STRETCH THE DUMB CHIP JOKE AS FAR AS I COULD OR YOU WOULD LET ME, IF THINGS WERE DIFFERENT.
But, he really liked Milla! They had a really serious bonding moment and it was their last until Milla finally died but I will hold that close to my RP heart... Anyway, he had a lot of respect for her! Like, yes he did a stupid thing and this was before Whole Ass became a bloodbath so people still had their morals and he was covering for a murderer... Sword logic says it's fine because he was doing it for things he cared about and as an agreement to Ezio who didn't want to kill an innocent person, that includes execution. Higekiri logic wanted to say he didn't give a damn, he can be a bad guy if it was for something he cared about, as the sowrd of a historical "bad guy". He won in a way, even if he was the villainous victim of the week until trials got progressively worse at finding... bad guys...
But! Not being scolded for it while waiting for death and Milla comforting him in a Tales-y protag way was something he appreciated! Also the mutual understanding of how unconventional standards humans hold to are ridiculous, while also loving them... The reason his first letter was weird and goddamn potatoes was because she accepted his sacrifice and Milla does what a Milla does, there isn't much point to writing something to say he regretted it or give her encouragement (that gets censored, too), she'd be fiiine. His second letter just got weird because he was trying to convey the "you have to die" part while congratulating her? Then they reunited and ate sushi. It was good. If he lived, he'd probably just chat her up on silly observations of humanity and How To not Break in Spirit.
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But, he really liked Milla! They had a really serious bonding moment and it was their last until Milla finally died but I will hold that close to my RP heart... Anyway, he had a lot of respect for her! Like, yes he did a stupid thing and this was before Whole Ass became a bloodbath so people still had their morals and he was covering for a murderer... Sword logic says it's fine because he was doing it for things he cared about and as an agreement to Ezio who didn't want to kill an innocent person, that includes execution. Higekiri logic wanted to say he didn't give a damn, he can be a bad guy if it was for something he cared about, as the sowrd of a historical "bad guy". He won in a way, even if he was the villainous victim of the week until trials got progressively worse at finding... bad guys...
But! Not being scolded for it while waiting for death and Milla comforting him in a Tales-y protag way was something he appreciated! Also the mutual understanding of how unconventional standards humans hold to are ridiculous, while also loving them... The reason his first letter was weird and goddamn potatoes was because she accepted his sacrifice and Milla does what a Milla does, there isn't much point to writing something to say he regretted it or give her encouragement (that gets censored, too), she'd be fiiine. His second letter just got weird because he was trying to convey the "you have to die" part while congratulating her? Then they reunited and ate sushi. It was good. If he lived, he'd probably just chat her up on silly observations of humanity and How To not Break in Spirit.