but honestly you know how obsessed with annabeth he is. the entire game was designed so that he'd focus on annabeth and he used her as his tie to reality so he didn't lose himself in the game. he loves her more than the worlds itself and he would literally do anything to protect her, such as sign up for a role to kill people so that she'd be safe!!! THAT WAS A SMART IDEA!!!! (no) annabeth has always been his driving force even when she had died, he used her as his motivation to keep going because he had to win her back, he had to save her, and why did the robot take his girlfriend he can't let her down annabeth is his he has to fight for annabeth, etc. any time he thought about giving up he thought about the fact that annabeth would legit kick his ass if he gave up. he thought about needing her and how much he loved her and being in this game has definitely enhanced how much he loves her and made him realize how critical it is to keep her with him. it's why he proposed, why he's going to tear down gaea with his bare hands, etc. nobody is allowed to destroy annabeth or even look at her wrong or he will rip them apart.
its fucked up but he also kind of recognizes the same intensity in hannibal and will and it was horrifying because he knows he would kill for annabeth but it's different because he also knows what's right and wrong. he's begrudgingly forgiven russell for what happened but if it happens again so help him, you small pyro...
he's been daydreaming about their future together and a life and he's banking on her promise of coming to new york and spending senior year with him. he wants her to wear his ring and be at his side not so much because he wants to own her but because he needs her and knows he's his best when she's with him and vice versa. being apart he's realized how much they balance each other out and so many of his private threads have been about how without annabeth he's either lost or he's forcing himself to think more like her to win the game so he can save her.
so honestly...annabeth is the best and nobody can compare. he loves her more than he ever thought possible and it doesn't scare him at all. he was worried she'd be upset and maybe even leave him for the things he's done but he knows that was also stupid. he's cherishing all of the time they have together and treating everything like a brand new day.
tl;dr he's going to be hella more sappy and more protective so thanks lucy, thanks
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but honestly you know how obsessed with annabeth he is. the entire game was designed so that he'd focus on annabeth and he used her as his tie to reality so he didn't lose himself in the game. he loves her more than the worlds itself and he would literally do anything to protect her, such as sign up for a role to kill people so that she'd be safe!!! THAT WAS A SMART IDEA!!!! (no) annabeth has always been his driving force even when she had died, he used her as his motivation to keep going because he had to win her back, he had to save her, and why did the robot take his girlfriend he can't let her down annabeth is his he has to fight for annabeth, etc. any time he thought about giving up he thought about the fact that annabeth would legit kick his ass if he gave up. he thought about needing her and how much he loved her and being in this game has definitely enhanced how much he loves her and made him realize how critical it is to keep her with him. it's why he proposed, why he's going to tear down gaea with his bare hands, etc. nobody is allowed to destroy annabeth or even look at her wrong or he will rip them apart.
its fucked up but he also kind of recognizes the same intensity in hannibal and will and it was horrifying because he knows he would kill for annabeth but it's different because he also knows what's right and wrong. he's begrudgingly forgiven russell for what happened but if it happens again so help him, you small pyro...
he's been daydreaming about their future together and a life and he's banking on her promise of coming to new york and spending senior year with him. he wants her to wear his ring and be at his side not so much because he wants to own her but because he needs her and knows he's his best when she's with him and vice versa. being apart he's realized how much they balance each other out and so many of his private threads have been about how without annabeth he's either lost or he's forcing himself to think more like her to win the game so he can save her.
so honestly...annabeth is the best and nobody can compare. he loves her more than he ever thought possible and it doesn't scare him at all. he was worried she'd be upset and maybe even leave him for the things he's done but he knows that was also stupid. he's cherishing all of the time they have together and treating everything like a brand new day.
tl;dr he's going to be hella more sappy and more protective so thanks lucy, thanks